Lord, I’m ready. Well, not really. But you’re obviously calling me for something greater – so while I’m nervous and excited all at the same time, it’s time for me to stop making excuses, and to jump right in with both feet. I really didn’t realize that I was making excuses. You’ve told me to read the story of Moses countless times within the last month, and while I’ve started – I’ve delayed. So, you sent me to a church where the pastor expounded on the 5 or 6 excuses that Moses came up with as to why he wasn’t the one to be used. But God, You told me to read, Dare to Ask for More – yes, but you’ve continued to delay – so I will give you other sources. But God, I’m no good at this speaking thing. Yes, Kaysi, I understand, but they are not your words, they are Mine. But Lord, I don’t know the first thing about writing a blog. Yes, Kaysi, I’ve given you the internet, and I’ve given you a colleague who sits across from you. Somehow, I seem to be running out of excuses and now it seems I am left with nothing but surrendering my will and letting go and doing what You’ve requested of me.
Lord, as I embark on this new untried journey that I know that you’ve asked me to do, Lord, I ask that you give me the wisdom to reach who needs to hear a kind and encouraging word from you. Help them not to be my words, but to be from You. Help me to share my experiences and how far you have brought me, so that others may experience your love as well, and come to love and trust your unfailing love.